i remember in junior high, carly poth and i would promise each other that before we turned 18, we would find neverland. crap, my birthday is in less than 2 weeks! running out of time!
i don't want to grow up! but i guess it's just one of those things that is unavoidable. (so i've heard)
today we did our senior project presentations. i remember looking up to those big, bad, awesome seniors and just wishing for the day when i could date all the hot football players and wear a princess dress to prom... oh wait i'm that old, but i just don't feel like a senior! still! it's 2nd term and reality still hasn't set in.
it was so strange to see all of my peers get up and talk about a career they were interested in, and realize we are talking about these things because in a few months we have to decide what we want to "be when we grow up" and go away to college
also, priority deadline for most colleges was today for admissions. i also thought today would never come, and spent the whole day frantically trying to get everything finished. i applied for utah state, byu, u of u, tulane, embry riddle, oregon, oregon state, colorado school of mines, and chicago. yes, a lot of schools but i want to have options! i really would love to go away, but honestly i don't know where i would find $50,00 a year to pay for out of state tuition.
by the way, i love my life! i have the best friends on the planet, i love school, i love my family, my brothers are the coolest teenagers in the world and life is really going my way right now
big smile :)
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