Wednesday, October 13, 2010

where do i fit in?



my eyes were opened today.
during lunch, i had to talk to some teachers so i just walked around the halls waiting for the next class to start. i walked down by the band and choir room and watched kids play on their instruments and do some crazy dances while their other friends were singing broadway tunes. i walked in front of the school to see a bunch of kids eating lunches by themselves seemingly in their own worlds. i walked down a hall where kids were just sitting against lockers not even talking to each other. i walked down a hall to find kids break dancing and listening to rap music. i walked past the library and saw kids playing computer games or getting ahead on homework. and then i returned to the third floor foyer. i saw the "jocks" in their football jerseys, and the girls in their stylish matching outfits. i felt like i had just seen every "click" in the school. i had no idea half of them existed. but my thought was, where do i fit in? i am no longer wearing a mandonelle hoodie to school every friday, so where does that leave me? i feel like i fit in, but i wonder where people "place" me. i don't care, it doesn't matter to me at all if im "popular" or not, but it left me wondering.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

just a sidenote

when i was posting a blog the other day, i realized i put waay too much thought into what i am saying. i try and make the sentences perfect, and (yes i'll admit) i think, oh! would this appeal to more people if I phrase this differently? will more people read my blog if i put cute pictures and borders around my blog? this blog is suppose to be an online journal, not articles to appeal to the masses. so just a sidenote, if you don't think my blog is the cutest, most entertaining blog, then hey, don't read it. cause it's for me, not you (:

Sunday, October 3, 2010

homecoming

it happened... homecoming with david! one of the best nights of my life. i don't think i stopped smiling the entire night. oh and im smiling now just thinking about it.


umm we look pretty good.


my cute "little" brothers. i have on heels! they are taller than me! gah!




look at that smile! :) ps i put it on all by myself :)